Friday, June 6, 2008

Over 2 months now

Cant say that I havent had cravings. A fortnight ago for some reason I felt like a beer (yes, only a beer;) on Thursday and just felt like one constantly up until the following Sunday. It was a bit rough but I didnt give into temptation.

But over all I feel great. I have not felt this alive in years and can comfortably socalise with my friends who love a drink and still enjoy myself. Yes I do feel like one occasionally when I am with them but it only takes a thought back to how I used to be to deter myself from having one and enjoy my water. I have even noticed that my conversations seem more in depth now and that laughing when sober is 10 times better than laughing when drunk.

If you are going through the same problems as me, just hang in there.

Still smoking cigarettes though. I feel that I will really want to give them up (again) soon. Wish me luck!

1 comment:

Amy Shamey said...

HANG IN THERE!!!!!

buy yourself a feel good poster like this one with a lovely kitten design, you'll be so appalled by it's tackyness that you won't have time to think about drink...

http://ginnger.250free.com/snags/hang_in_there.jpg

and why the fuck this came up when i googled for that i don't know..but i kind of like it...

http://forums.televisionwithoutpity.com/uploads/post-1-1103047818


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